Went to the temple to pray for my paternal grandpa,who kicked the bucket back when my father was 7 years old.......Yes!i mentioned my father!!So i was not even in existence yet!
But that is not the case here,it appears that my 92 years old grandmother is getting senile i guess.she's my paternal side one,so i am not that close to her,sadly to say,she is just like anyone out there to me,well,this happens when you do not meet that person for more than a week annually.
So as i was saying she is getting senile now,so she starts forgetting things and stuff.Even people!!
So i am not surprised that she has forgotten about me.
I called her just now,but she just gave me a blank face,and asked the rest who was I.
Though she isnt that close to me,i do feel a little hurt,just a little.
But honestly i dont really give a dam,cause it doesnt really concern me.
Dont take me wrongly,i am not being self centered here,but honestly,i havent spoken more than 100 words to her since i was born,so i am not really affected by the fact she can no longer remember me.
but i will cry my eyes out if my maternal grandma can no longer remember me.
She took care of me for 6 years!! From a baby till i was primary 1.
I sometimes do miss the times when i stayed all week days at her house,now i find it hard to make time to go down to visit her.but i try my best to do it.
I really wish that my maternal grandma will never die,but that is just wishful thinking.
So treasure the time you have with your loved ones,there will be one day that you will lose them =( unfortunately......
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